Time Out – My Depression Is Trying To Win
I need to take a bit of time out. Over the past week I’ve felt the horrible hands of depression starting to grab me. Fortunately or unfortunately as the case may be I can now recognise the symtoms. I can feel the anger building up, I’m starting to fly off the handle over daft things. Daft things like losing the plot with people on social media who totaly misrepresent you. If I was well that would just be water off a ducks back so that’s why I know I need to sort my head out.
It’s crazy because personally everything is going really well. I’m busy which is great and I don’t really have anything that’s bothering me but… sometimes that’s when it hits. It’s just a chemical imbalance in my brain which I cant control.
So if you don’t mind I’m taking some time off from the site, hopefully it will only be about a week. I just need a bit of space and time to fight this bugger. Fortunately the illness is in it’s early stages so I’ll still be able to do some work but I really need to drop everything else to give myself some time to relax and hopefully do a bit of walking in the fresh air.
I want to thank a mate who has offered me support. He knows who he is.
Awe the best
See you soon
PS I should mention that I completed my Movember thing http://www.justgiving.com/thecelticnetwork every donation helps kick a another really nasty disease in the balls